Anonymous asked: I have never told anyone this but I was very close to taking my own life this year. I had been having a hard time at school & it was really stressing me out, so at Christmas I decide I would pull out get a job & reapply o a different school next year. Then the work got harder an it was too late to change, then someone extremely close to me died and my dad who doesn't live with me called me up for the first time in years and told me I was pathetic & he wasn't paying for me anymore...happy 2012...
I’m sorry if I hurt you by saying this, but your dad is a jerk and I really dislike him. You should never listen to what he says, he sounds like an awful man.
And I’ll let you in on a little secret, I almost died this year, because of my own acts, it’s not worth it, it’s really not, I’m glad I realized that now.
Don’t ever take your life, okay? don’t hurt yourself, don’t look down on yourself, don’t feel like nothing, because you’re everything.
You’re everything you want to be and everything you will be, and if your dad made you feel like a loser, or pathetic, or bad, that he’s the one who’s horrible, okay? You’re lovely, and amazing, and smart, and beautiful and loved.
So please, please, don’t ever take your life, don’t ever hurt yourself, don’t feel like a plastic bag because you’re not.
There’s a song that goes “And if you want to cut yourself remember that I love you, and if you want to kill yourself remember that I love you” so just remember anon, I love you.